Wow, it sure has been awhile. I can't believe I stopped writing a blog! I was really enjoying doing this to. Life just gets to busy I guess. I don't get on the computer during the day and have to wait until Martin gets home, then I check my e-mail, facebook, forums, youtube, etc etc and sort of "forget" about blogging and the reasons I need to!
I haven't blogged and I stopped walking. I feel like sleeping all day long, but can't. I have the kids, so I get up feed them and then do school. I fix lunch. Then I sometimes fall asleep on the couch. My arms ache, tingle, burn...can't really describe what it feels like. It's like very muscle in my body is revolting against me. My house is such a wrech, I would be so ashamed if anyone came over. I need to get my energy levels up, but I can't. It's so hard.
OH! I did mop the floor the other day, but had to keep stopping because I kept getting dizzy. I'm not out of breathe or anything. I just feel like I'm going to pass out. I can't really tell if it's because my kidneys are functioning so low or what. I barely have the energy to do dishes and I expect myself to walk?
I'm hoping that the weather stays nice out! (63 out today). I want to walk, I really do. Maybe if it's nice, I'll feel like taking the kids out for a walk. Here's to hoping.
The kids are doing fairly well. I'm thinking about going with an actual curriculum for next year, instead of trying to do my own. I'm hoping it will help with my low energy, I'll just have to teach it and not make the lesson.
I've been losing my temper more than I like. I'm hoping it's just because I'm so exhausted and don't feel well. It wasn't so bad yesterday but last week was like I was a monster!
Anyway, heres to hoping I get back on my blogs and walking! Thanks for reading.
Just remember you aren't alone in all this honey and you have frends out here that are more than happy to help, you just have to let us know what you need.
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